Joy

Nov. 6th, 2008 02:43 pm
summer_jackel: (tiger and leopard)
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It has been one of those crisp and ringing November days, warm, the sky blue and cloudless, the world cleansed and sparkling from the first big storm of Northern California's rainy season. I was riding my mare through the yellowing vineyards when I saw her.

She shot in front of me with aching fleetness, but I was blessed with a few seconds' good look: surprisingly small, for they are so much smaller than we think they are, than it seems they should be, than they are in the frightened imaginations of so many. No taller than a Labrador, certainly, but at least twice as long, with the tail again the length of the body. And no dog ever born could move like that.

She was a deep, rich gold, darkening to burnt honey at the extremities of her large, soft paws, her small, neat head and that supple whip of tail. In an instant, she was gone into the vineyard. I spurred Tami into a gallop in the hope that I might steal another glimpse, but in those seconds the lion had evaporated.

I have seen tracks, even what was left of kills, and I always look for them, always hope for them. This was the first wild cougar I have ever witnessed. Something inside me is still trembling. These words: joy, awe, gratitude, reverence, hope. They seem so indescribably small, next to a mountain lion.

Date: 2008-11-06 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raveness-d.livejournal.com
You have such a way with words.

Date: 2008-11-06 11:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summer-jackel.livejournal.com
Thank you! :)

Seeing a cougar in the wild has been a life-long dream, one of my most heartfelt desires, and something you could easily spend a lifetime outside and never get. I figured that I should actually write something decent, since I got the wish fulfilled.

Date: 2008-11-06 11:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] genmaicha.livejournal.com
That sounds wonderful.

Date: 2008-11-07 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summer-jackel.livejournal.com
It was an amazing event.

Date: 2008-11-07 12:48 am (UTC)
joreth: (Misty in Box)
From: [personal profile] joreth
Beautiful. I never got to see the mountain lion that stalked me one moonlit night. I wish I had.

Date: 2008-11-07 05:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summer-jackel.livejournal.com
Thank you. I wish you had seen it too...how did you become aware that you were being stalked?

Date: 2008-11-07 08:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cphoenix.livejournal.com
Reminds me a bit of Barbara Kingsolver's description of a coyote at the beginning of Prodigal Summer. Beautiful writing!

Chris

Date: 2008-11-07 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summer-jackel.livejournal.com
neat!!!
I just started reading that book. I haven't gotten to the part about the coyote yet.

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