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So, I'm going to vent a bit of frustration regarding gender stuff, because a couple of minor things that happened this week irritated me and are still nagging. I know I'm preaching to the choir, but it would be really cool if people regularly noticed and made efforts to curb gender biases as they crop up, at least the really obvious ones.

hey look, there's a whole totally too-long rant about gender issues under the cut! )
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Kestrel and Lucy went to Yosemite and all I got were these...

...actually, these are some pretty darn sweet coyote pics! So yes, 2 of my sweeties went to Yosemite for a short pack trip. While there, they spotted a couple of God's Dogs sniffing around in the parking lot, chillin', doin' that Coyote Thang. Of course, being a great lover of all things coy, I was thrilled to get these, and equally of course all of you <3 coyotes too, because how couldn't you, really, so I am sharing. I saw one in the Ansel Adams high country last summer, but he never got close enough to get good photos of...not being habituated to humans, he saw us and split.

These cuties stuck around, though )
I have this feeling that I ought to say a few words about polyamory here; there's got to be a long, thoughtful exploration of jealousy and compersion and the way personal growth is often what happens when you're looking in the other direction. But let's keep it short. Am I a little sad that the spice went on a trip without me? A bit, of course. Am I sad that the triad dynamic between us three just doesn't go as deep as between all 3 pairs, one result of which is that things like major journeyings are best done in pairs? Well, it is certainly getting a lot easier. Did I enjoy going to the city and listening to awesome punk/Celtic fusion with the new lady I am unexpectedly courting? Hell yes. Am I looking forward to the pack trip Kestrel and I are planning? ...are you kidding?! Does Tiger like to claw things?! More seriously, did my flexibility in this benefit my relationships with both of them and the cohesion of our triad? Yes. Very much so.

What I think I'm trying to say is this: in my experience, we usually enter into relationships with some kind of preconceived ideal of what we want, what we're looking for, and what will make us happy. People grow and change, and relationships can be like chemical reactions with unknown compounds: what you get may really surprise you. Often as not, it may, uh, diverge a bit from your ideal. At that point, we have some choices: we can get out of the situation and try again, or we can explore what is and see what we can do with it. In a changing environment, the adaptable creature flourishes best: ask any coyote.

And sometimes, exploring unexpected terrain, we find kinds of blooming gardens we never dreamed of.
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Triad pics! Feel free to ignore, but they are pretty cute.

These were taken by the documentary people. Yes, the documentary is here...if you're in Britan, look for a show called "Polygamous Wives". I haven't figured out how to get it on YouTube yet, but when it's done, the links will be posted.

Other than the bad title (it's polyamory, dammit!!!!) it's a very neat show and I'm quite pleased with it...I'll hold off on any more detailed commentary until it's available on line, but it kinda...idealized us, a little. Only because one of the other 2 families involved was really scary, probably.

At any rate, there are photos, and I'm thrilled by that because we don't have very many of all three of us.

Speaking of poly...yeah, things are going pretty well around here, although it is a heck of a lot of work. I've been contemplating this a fair bit recently, and I'm of the opinion that, at least in my situation, loving and being in relationship with more than one person has created major benefits in all of the relationships. It's pretty neat. My relating-to-people skills, never my best thing as those of you who have known me for awhile will no doubt attest, have certainly seen more development and improvement in the 3+ years I've been poly than they did in twice that before. And, emotionally anyhow, I've *always* been poly; my love has never been mutually exclusive. So in a way it seems more authentic.

...even if poly is going in directions I never thought it would. Woah, NRE. And Spring.

My triad, we is cute as fluffy bunnies )


Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!
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Dude. There is a BBC film crew in my HOUSE filming in my LIVING ROOM. DUDE.

...they're here doing a documentary kinda thing on poly. (It's apparently a "we showcase a different alternative lifestyle every week" sort of show. What I've seen of it is very well done). My people and I are getting our 15 minutes of fame, apparently...

...and yes, Kestrel and Lucy arranged this. It didn't quite seem real until the film crew showed up. But so far, so fun! Anyone out there in the UK, I will let you know when the thing airs. Anyone near by, we'll have a party when they send it to us, and hopefully it won't suck. ;D

...Did I mention that there is a film crew in my living room?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!
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I has it in my hot little paws I do I do.

Got the book when I went to the gravel/mulch/lanscaping supply place to get 1/2 yard of wood chips for my chicken coop. I do this less regularly than I should, but still regularly. There's a big pile o' chips, a guy with a caterpillar scoops up a load and dumps it at the back of my truck and I, because the damn truck isn't a pickup, shovel it all in by hand and drive off. The whole ordeal takes about 15 minutes, no big.

Today, the earthmover operator guy looks at me dubiously and asks if I can do that, if I'm alright. And again, after, while I'm shoveling with abandon. Yes, I say again with slight irritation, I'm fine.

What, because I'm a girl, I can't *shovel wood chips into a truck?!* Um? I'll tell ya, it's a lot easier, brute-strength wise, than, oh, chopping firewood, moving bales of hay and sacks of feed around, controlling all three of my dogs when they think someone's Labrador would make nice steaks, or turning a horse around when she's trying to run off with me, for that matter.

(Bey dosen't do that much, but she was starting to. I finally, after 14 years, moved her off of a snaffle and into a kimberwicke bit, for you horsey people out there. She hasn't tried to bolt on me very often since, but is as soft-mouthed as ever. I love the kimberwicke for any horse who is a little too strong-willed for a snaffle, but I won't use anything more severe. I'm not a good enough rider and besides my horses don't need it. Gee, this is a tangent, isn't it?)

Oh well. People suck. Not like I didn't know this. Still. I have a book and I'm gonna go read now. I know it's not gonna turn into a poly triad love story the way it should (awwwwwwwwwwwwww. I know, I know, there's always fanfic. Why aren't there more sweet poly triad love stories? Yeah yeah, I know, if you want something done right write it yourself) but still, should be plenty tasty.
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Not in the most pleasant headspace (ssnnaarrrrrrrrllllllllllll, hackle, bitey Jackel), although for the positive, I've moved a PILE of things around in my bedroom. The emac is now installed in here, and mine. (yay!) A few more bookshelves and shelves for the plushies (heh, I think my 3 Anubis plushies get their own shelf/the cuddliest altar in the house) and I'll be all ready to nest. In the interim, the place still looks like a war zone (and the parrots are all wtf???) but hey, it will be better. One can hope.

here's an interesting little meme kinda thing.

The Everything Test

There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all.

Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-)

Personality
You are more emotional than logical, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more loner than dependent, more workaholic than lazy, more rebel than traditional, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.

As for specific personality traits, you are innovative (93%), romantic (86%), intellectual (78%), religious (73%).

Stereotypes
Old Geezer100%
Prep69%
College Student64%
 
Life Experience
Sex73%
Substances35%
Travel47%

Politics
Your political views would best be described as Socialist, whom you agree with around 100% of the time.
  Socioeconomic
Your attitude toward life best associates you with Upper Class. You make more than 0% of those who have taken this test, and 100% less than the U.S. average.

If your life was a movie, it would be rated R.
By the way, your hottness rank is 69%, hotter than 80% of other test takers.

TAKE THE TEST
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...I think I may have screwed up on the economic questions, though I am kinda poor right now. I mislike the term 'religious' applied to me at all (spiritual yes please, religious Hell No) though that's too fine a distinction to ask from a silly LJ meme. But, Old Geezer???? gee, Thaaaaaanks. (I'm only 31! And always grrring at Chris when he bemoans his age at 41).
Least I'm a hot old geezer.

And the ranty bit: this thing asks you whether you're in relationship with a guy or with a girl, exclusively. There are other options, but "I'm poly" or "one of each, thanks" isn't one of them. Normally I wouldn't care...I suppose it is a minority relationship style, if not in my circle of friends, and easy to forget about including if you're not used to it. But the test then goes on to ask you questions about things like three-way encounters and how many people have you been in bed with at once, etc. Things that come up when you're poly, right? So what, the assumption is that a person might sleep around in interesting configurations, but not have a committed relationship with more than one person at any given time? I don't like where that assumption takes us, see.

OK, but so I'm really snarly in general right now, and snarking at the internets is unlikely to help. While I am, though (humor me, I let myself be snarky so rarely) may I mention that poly (while very much my preferred love style at this point) can be a ^%$#@!!! pain in the ass???

So's monogamy, though.

heh. snarlyface. I'm gonna go walk my dogs now.

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